Well, I was going to sign on here to whine about how annoying it is that logic can't overcome silly things my heart wants to think. I should be able to use logic to reason my way out of anything unreasonable, shouldn't I?

But now I have to vent about something else. Last weekend two puppies showed up at my house. They're brothers who absolutely love each other. They are constantly playing on each other, etc. Every where one goes the other goes. Well, we knew we couldn't keep them both (they're gonna grow to be 50 lb dogs--bigger than our house could handle), so we were looking for a place to send the pair. Well, I got home tonight from youth group to find my parents had given away ONE of the puppies--to a family with an apartment, so he'll have even less space. I am ridiculously upset by this. I got home an hour ago and I'm totally still crying. I know they're just dogs, but I feel betrayed for the sake of both of them--for the one who's still here because they took away his brother and for the one they took for being stuck into a small apartment, without a yard and without his brother. It just seems so mean to me. And so unneccessary--we've only had them for a few days. I just wish they would have given the whole thing more time. I was working on a couple of people; my sister was almost ready to take them, and all of a sudden, one's gone.

I know that this is dumb; that they are just dogs, but I'm terribly upset by it nonetheless. And then I get more angry when I think about how I'm not going to be able to sleep now... ugh.

Sorry for being totally whiny and lame tonight. I love you girls and I'm sure I'll be more cheerful next time around.